My day was great turning into sour,and bad n so-so now my day was great as ive got back IDEAS marks,which was 76/100,one of the 2 groups top in class..den MOB,ive gt a whopping 21.5/25..which equals out to be 86/100..which was quite a feat for me,as ive expected lower grades? sheesh after which,i went to bball court to look for fabs..and as i was sitting there,i saw smth which i shld not have seen..yeah..really..i was like so pissed&depressed..i dont know what to feel,what to say,what to do..its just like mirrors which shattered n u dunnoe whether to buy new one,or to fix it back,or dat it mite even bring bad luck as most believed in.. YOU know smth?..i really hate to be controlled,threaten n etc..its useless to say all these stuff,cos its like,the person doesnt even know how i feel.. ITS like,if today,instead of me looking at the wrong stuff,n it was you,wld u handle it better den me?..oh wells,i guess it mite worsen.. and yes,you may know her GOD DAMN FUCKING well,but you dun know me that well.. its dat good or bad? luckily i came online..n my mood went back to so-so..thanks candy ger..=D..take care of your fever..dun wanna talk to sick shake..=x seriously,i will definately wonder n ponder,whether it is meant to be that way..sometimes i wonder how much i can take n how well i can take it..someone made me realise all along im very nice..nice to everyone..wells,i really dont know what to say.. i guess someone else was right to,courage to lose,routine. this time,i am gonna gonna have a really good thinking time abt every single thing ive done
with love